Portishead - Nylon Smile

I'd like to laugh at what you said, but I just can't find a smile

I wonder why I can't, I struggle with myself

Hoping I might change a little

Hoping that I might be someone I wanna be

Looking out I want to know someone might care

Looking out I want a reason to be there

'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you

and I don't know what I'll do without you

Looking out I want to know some way might clear

Looking out I want a reason to repair

'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you

And I don't know what I'll do without you

I can't see nothing good, nothing is so bad

I never had the chance to explain exactly what I meant