Emma Ruth Rundle - Shadows of My Name

I've come here wasted and with selfish, saddened things
So that they'd de arrange the shadows of my name
Unfazed that I'm unfazed
Unveiled that I unveiled

What you've gone and done
What you've gone and done
What I've gone and done

I lay back in salt
Please forgive my name
I won't speak at all
Just to sing again

What you've gone and done
What you've gone and done
What I've gone and done

I lay back in salt
Please forgive my name
I won't speak at all
Just to sing again

I lay back in salt
Please forgive my name
I won't speak at all
Just to sing again

White Lies - There Goes Our Love Again

There goes our love again
Forgive my heart
Forgive my heart
There goes our love again
Elate my heart and take the
Time that's burning at the back of my mind
Because I'm broken and blind
And holding up the jaw of desire
But there goes our love again

I didn't go far
I didn't go far
I didn't go far and I came home
I didn't go far
I didn't go far
I didn't go far and I came home
But he said 'there goes our love again'
There goes our love again

Home is a desperate end
Cocoon my heart
Cocoon my heart
And carry me to love again
Cocoon my heart and bring me calm,
Hushing out the fear and alarm
I know you're open and armed
Just trying to pick my feeling undone
There goes our love again

I didn't go far
I didn't go far
I didn't go far and I came home
I didn't go far
I didn't go far
I didn't go far and I came home
But he said 'there goes our love again'
But he said 'there goes our love again'
There goes our love again

I didn't go far
I didn't go far
I didn't go far and I came home
I didn't go far and I came home
I didn't go far and I came home
I didn't go far and I came home

Deftones feat. Jerry Cantrell - Phantom Bride

Inside of this hole you create
You hide from yourself
You separate every belief that is true that…
You spent your life
Attached to this poison
You don’t feel anything out of the rain,
And it’s true that…

You spend your life
Trapped in this void
Where you will stay always

Can’t rid of this thought of you rotting in
This same cold space
You don’t want to feel anything new
You’ve decided to spend your life safe from emotion
This way you’ll never be harmed again or confused now

You spend your life
Trapped in this void
Where you will stay always
You waste your life
Relaxed in your void
Where you will drain all of you

You spend your life
Trapped in your void
Where you will stay always
You waste your life
Relaxed in your void
Where you will stay always
You spend your life
Trapped in your void
Where you will stay always

Waste your life!
Attached to this poison!
You will drain all of you!

Echo & The Bunnymen - Heroin (Live)

I don't know just where I'm going,
But I'm gonna try for the kingdom if I can,
'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein,
And I'll tell 'ya, things aren't quite the same,
When I'm rushin' on my run,
And I feel just like Jesus' son,
And I guess that I just don't know,
And I guess that I just don't know.

I have made the big decision:
I'm gonna try to nullify my life.

'Cause when the blood begins to flow,
When it shoots up the dropper's neck,
When I'm closing in on death,
And you can't help me now, you guys,
And all you sweet girls with all your sweet talk,
You can all go take a walk.
And I guess that I just don't know,
And I guess that I just don't know.

I wish that I was born a thousand years ago...
I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas,
On a great big clipper ship,
Going from this land here to that,
In a sailor's suit and cap,
Away from the big city
Where a man can not be free
Of all of the evils of this town,
And of himself, and those around.

Oh, and I guess that I just don't know.
Oh, and I guess that I just don't know.

Heroin, be the death of me.
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life,
Because a mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head,
And then I'm better off than dead,
Because when the smack begins to flow,
I really don't care anymore
About all the Jim-Jim's in this town,
And all the politicians makin' busy sounds,
And everybody puttin' everybody else down,
And all the dead bodies piled up in mounds,
'Cause when the smack begins to flow,
Then I really don't care anymore.
Ah, when the heroin is in my blood,
And that blood is in my head,
Then thank God that I'm as good as dead,
Then thank your God that I'm not aware,
And thank God that I just don't care,
And I guess I just don't know,
And I guess I just don't know

(originally recorded by The Velvet Underground)

Joy Division - Colony

A cry for help, a hint of anaesthesia,
The sound from broken homes,
We used to always meet here.
As he lays asleep, she takes him in her arms,
Some things I have to do, but I don't mean you harm.

A worried parent's glance, a kiss, a last goodbye,
Hands him the bag she packed, the tears she tries to hide,
A cruel wind that bows down to our lunacy,
And leaves him standing cold here in this colony.

I can't see why all these confrontations,
I can't see why all these dislocations,
No family life, this makes me feel uneasy,
Stood alone here in this colony.
In this colony, in this colony, in this colony, in this colony.

Dear God in his wisdom took you by the hand,
God in his wisdom made you understand.
God in his wisdom took you by the hand,
God in his wisdom made you understand.
God in his wisdom took you by the hand,
God in his wisdom made you understand.
God in his wisdom took you by the hand,
God in his wisdom made you understand.
In this colony, in this colony, in this colony, in this colony.

Mogwai - Waltz For Aidan

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The Breeders - Here No More

Not lost
But gone before
Here no more, here no more
Each day the long light dims and fades
Not lost
But gone before

Creation sinks
Mountains bring
Ages born through memory and lore
Upon a saw tall timbers fall
Here no more, here no more

The light shines close
Echoes low
Of your sweet voice
I weep and mourn
Upon a saw tall timbers fall
Here no more, here no more

Not lost
But gone before
Here no more, here no more
Each day the long light dims and fades
Not lost
But gone before

Each day the long light dims and fades
Here no more, here no more

Deftones - Lifter

Watch me with your eyes
Been giving God a bit of fire
I want to be just like you
Then I'd be cool, maybe not, but
We left our eyes, big surprise
Kiss me goodbye, whore

Without you being here
I'll be giving fear a bit more
I wish I could feel like you
When I fuck like you, a bit sore, but
We left our eyes, big surprise
Kiss me goodbye

And make you more that you worked for
Every knuckle wiped into her
I know we're fucking monsters
I will never get what I want
(Inside of her)

And this gift of mine
Resing, restring, unwind
Eyes are closed

A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore

And make you more that you worked for
Every knuckle wiped into her
I know we're fucking monsters
I will never get what I want
(Inside of her)

A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets inside of her
(Inside of her)
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets sick
A part of me gets so fucking sick

Mogwai - I Chose Horses

It stretches on forever
I walk through this abyss of consciousness
Relying only on my heartbeat when I face you
The open blue reflecting eternal possibility
The words we exchange intertwine
A melancholy figure, hanging heavily
Surfaces in my mind
There must be a heart there
Soon noise will drown it out
Returning to the concealed light
My voice raised, yearning to go back
White waves stop quietly
The song of the clouds breaking the surface
Letters of promise to the insane sunlight
I gaze at the fragments of thought spread out at my feet
Tears of hope for those unfulfilled
To whom do the stars belong?
Someday this sadness' end
Will be returned to us and the story will continue
Silhouettes reflected in my eyes
Countless faint smiles lined up before me
Gazing towards the exit
This beloved landscape
A vision brings
An instant of whiteness and the palm of my hand
All exists within one stride
Bells sound the arrival of the flood
The bridge of the sky and the clamour of twilight
I pass through this night in silence
I extinguish my lamp and in the moonlit street
Give an innocent smile for the happiness to come

The Jesus And Mary Chain - Swing

I wish that you and me would be
Inside of a rubber dream
I wish we'd walk and I wish we'd swing
Down to the sunshine thing
I got you and I want my head
I look like I come in death
I don't doubt your word
I don't doubt your word
And it had to be inside my rubber holy dream
It means, it's good.
And it seems that I should go on
Back to where I've been it seems I've gone
I wish I'd seen it all
Inside my covered hole
I think I seen my head
I think I seen my head
I wish I'd seen the time
I wish I could walk in time
I'm making sense in my own way
And I dragged you all the way