The Mission - Phantom Pain

I think I should go back on the chemicals again

Everything I do feels so tedious and mundane

I have everything I've ever wanted so I don't know why

Sometimes there are days when all I wanna do is die

There is no logic to my way of fucked up thinking

I'm a drift on the sea of apathy and I'm sinking

Every conversation I have feels so inane

How have I become so blasé and numb to pleasure or pain

Sometimes it feels like the night will never end

Sometimes it feels like despair is my only friend

Sometimes when the sky is blue all I feel is rain

Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain

Phantom pain

It's a dark road I take, crossing Rubicon

Just like Leda I lay in the embrace of the unholy swan

Can't put a brave face on my inertia any longer

I can't live this masquerade, no more

Sometimes it feels like the night will never end

Sometimes it feels like darkness is my only friend

S ometimes when the sky is blue all I feel is rain

Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain

Phantom pain

Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain...